I know I'm a bit late with this, but we DO care! Things in life get rough sometimes but you have to go on. You can't just throw in the towel.
Also, suicide doesnt just hurt you, it hurts the people around you more because if you succeed, they are the ones suffering. Just something to think about.
Take care! We're all here for you!
-Sara
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Monkeyman Member
Posts: 15829 From: N. Wilkesboro, NC, USA Registered: Nov 1999
OK, so it's been like 5 days since we've heard from FF2. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW HE'S DOING????? If nobody knows, how 'bout another call to the police? Or something. Maybe he's just hiding out but maybe...??
Dave
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11:56 PM
Dec 7th, 2004
BobadooFunk Member
Posts: 5436 From: Pittsburgh PA Registered: Jun 2003
I just read this thread and am sitting here with tears in my eyes. I have been where you are. I climbed back on top, great job, great family....... Then one day I stood outside my body and watched as I counted out 42 sleeping pills (all I had) and downed them with a pint of vodka. I left a note so nobody would think it was their fault. I awoke in the hospital and found myself in Hell. My kids were around me crying, my wife was dumbfounded and all I could think about was why I was still alive. If not for yourself think about those you would leave behind. Sometimes it is all you have.
Good luck. I will PM you my phone number. I have been there!
BTW - this was my 2nd attempt.
i have also been through this 2 times..... it doesnt help nor does it solve anything.....there are many times when life sux, but try doing what i do , find the one or 2 things that make you supiriorily happy (for me its Fieros and music, honestly....) now figure this out and see what it will take for you to acheive it/them.... i am working my azz of 6 days a week for the funding and have many many cds (and limewire,launch radio etc..) and even though things look good i have broken 2 bones in 3 months.. (shoulder skateboarding and spine being stupid...) i still look at my goal and imagine happiness there. i buy little bits for the fiero at a time and seeing my self take steps towards my goal makes me happy... the problems will NEVER stop. it how you deal with them that counts. ok so i am all over the place when i talk...but you get the point...
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NotAFieroAnyLonger Member
Posts: 4413 From: 75762/Texas/USA Registered: Dec 2003
OK, so it's been like 5 days since we've heard from FF2. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW HE'S DOING????? If nobody knows, how 'bout another call to the police? Or something. Maybe he's just hiding out but maybe...??
Surely somebody lives close to him and could check up on him. Somebody knew enough about him to call the police. Maybe that same somebody could knock on his door (maybe on the pretense of door to door sales?) and make sure he's still alive???? How freaking difficult would that be? We talk alot of smack on here but we don't always back that up. I'd do it myself but it's a little far for me. C'mon. Somebody help out.
Dave
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Dec 8th, 2004
hugh Member
Posts: 5563 From: Clementon,NJ,USA Registered: Jun 2000
That was my thought. I didn't mean that I wanted to know who called the police. That's none of my business. That's between FF2, the concerned caller and the cops.
Dave
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09:48 AM
Pegasus8295 Member
Posts: 36 From: New Berlin, Wisconsin Registered: Oct 2004
Any new news? Anyone? If the member who originally called the police will PM me, I promise not to reveal the name. I will or will not post any new info received in a PM if the sender wishes to remain anonymous. I just want to know that FF2 is alright.
Any new news? Anyone? If the member who originally called the police will PM me, I promise not to reveal the name. I will or will not post any new info received in a PM if the sender wishes to remain anonymous. I just want to know that FF2 is alright.
Dave
If you find out, please let all of us know he's okay. Thanks.
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Dec 13th, 2004
hugh Member
Posts: 5563 From: Clementon,NJ,USA Registered: Jun 2000
Any new news? Anyone? If the member who originally called the police will PM me, I promise not to reveal the name. I will or will not post any new info received in a PM if the sender wishes to remain anonymous. I just want to know that FF2 is alright.
Dave
No PMs..??
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12:59 PM
The Funkmaster Member
Posts: 1541 From: Chilliwack, B.C., Canada Registered: Oct 2004
Has anyone heard from FF2?? It's been about 2 weeks since we've heard from him. I promise not to reveal anyones identity but I just want to know if he's OK. C'mon. Everybody and their brother is concerned about Alex the Plazma Mans plight but nobody cares about FF2 anymore? This is sad. All I'm asking is for somebody who knows FF2 to check up on him. PM me or tell the rest of PFF. Give me what I want and I'll go away.
Dave
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02:17 PM
Flamberge Member
Posts: 4268 From: Terra Sancta, TX Registered: Oct 2001
You know what makes me curious about this? Who did He owe money and parts to? Was it to anybody on this Forum, and if so, have they received any of the money or parts that are mentioned? If somebody, or anybody, has, please let us know.At least we can then get an idea as to the sincerity of his post, and whether he genuinely was considering taking his own life.How? Because if the money/parts were sent out, then I would be seriously worried that He did intend to carry out the implication...if nothing was sent out or received, then I would bgin to wonder if it is a ploy to get off the hook;although I haven´t seen any threads on here calling him out over debts,either monetary or parts not received.Also, does anybody have an email system that automatically requests confirmation that the email has been opened? You could send an email in this fashion, and we would know then if his Inbox is being serviced by anybody.Of course, if He is still lurking on PFF, this won´t neccessarily help. This seems to be the only way to find something out, because after this long, and so many enquiries from PFF Members, to have heard nothing is a bit strange. fierofetish
------------------ RESPONSIBILITY WILL SOLVE EVERYTHING.USE IT WISELY.
Well, I have just searched, and read, every thread He started, or posted in ,in T/OT ...what an insight .Freud would have been able to write ...either a giant book...or two lines about him, if He was posting in his real personae.His last post that I could find was in Feb 23rd 2004, and I find it so outlandish...also, He posted about finding the woman He was going to marry engaged in sex with somebody else, and He kicked her out, and then a few days later, talks about the married woman He is having an affair with... Yes, I am still concerned about his welfare,either way.But I would ask anybody who is worried about him to search as I did, and come back here and tell me what you think.I am totally confused about this, and feel it is sick if it is a hoax, and worried if it is true. Please don´t flame me: I am only trying to find some kind of resolution to this mystery. fierofetish Edit. I am truly sorry.I have just been back to the thread about his girlfriend, and found that He said it had happened 6 months before.My apologies for this grave error.
[This message has been edited by fierofetish (edited 12-16-2004).]
Well, if he went to get help for himself (or was forced to for that matter), then he would more than likely not have the opportunity to post on the forum. We do have one option to find out if he is still here or not (besides calling the cops). It would take a great deal of time, but Cliff could always check the IP logs to see if FF2 is still coming to the forum. If he is, he's ok. And if not, he either followed through with his plan (which he better not have), or has gone somewhere to get help for himself. That's just my $.02. -Will
More than likily everything is fine guys.He probably doesn't check the forum much as it seems anyway. I don't think there was a problem to begin with At least I hope not.
Everything is fine. After the police came and left I took someone's advice and went to the bar. Got plastered and indulged in another chemical. I must have created a scene because I ended up in detox in Janesville and then took a voluntary stay at Mendota for awhile to get my head straight again. Sorry for not getting people's money out like I said I was going to. Now I have to get on Ebay and Amazon to make some money, then I'll send out the money. It's about $400 owed split between about a dozen people. Should be out within the next month or so.
Glad to see you are alive and kicking. When you feel nobody cares, just pull up this thread and you will see a lot of people do. Good luck with getting back on your feet. Just take it one day at a time. Take care of yourself.
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06:40 PM
Flamberge Member
Posts: 4268 From: Terra Sancta, TX Registered: Oct 2001
Had a chance to check my e-mails but I did not. I checked the forum instead. I am not sure what happened since I was worried but I see it is looking up by the last two posts. That is good news. I will follow up when I get back in town. HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!
