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Post #895. When I order a pizza I order extra sauce, extra cheese, pepperoni, sausage. I also put red pepper on it to make it really spicy like i like it and thist is gon' be the last post homies.
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Post #895. When I order a pizza I order extra sauce, extra cheese, pepperoni, sausage. I also put red pepper on it to make it really spicy like i like it and thist is gon' be the last post homies.
I took a pic of the piece of pizza I had sitting on my desk the day this thread started..and I vowed not to throw it out until it had died away...anyone wanna see what it looks like NOW?!?!?!? (maybe I'll stick it in one of my "boxes o' crap"...MUHWAHAHAHAH)
I took a pic of the piece of pizza I had sitting on my desk the day this thread started..and I vowed not to throw it out until it had died away...anyone wanna see what it looks like NOW?!?!?!? (maybe I'll stick it in one of my "boxes o' crap"...MUHWAHAHAHAH)
do it..........Do It............DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posts: 3271 From: Lapeer, Michigan Registered: Mar 2004
I took a pic of the piece of pizza I had sitting on my desk the day this thread started..and I vowed not to throw it out until it had died away...anyone wanna see what it looks like NOW?!?!?!? (maybe I'll stick it in one of my "boxes o' crap"...MUHWAHAHAHAH)
Note to self: Don't try to win any more of Rumors contests.
Well, when I started this thread so long ago, I never thought I would be posting the 900th post in it, and didnīt realise that I would be going to say the things that I am going to say now.Some things have gone very seriously wrong in my life since July 14th, when my Mother passed away.It seems like my ambitions in life went with her.I cry most every day,and canīt find any will to fight any more.My Family have disappointed me so badly, and things that have been going on amongst my relatives that I would never have dreamed of just 6 months ago. I have used PFF to distract me from my sadness.I have met some wonderful people here, and also, inevitably, a few unpleasnt ones too. But they all make up the tapestry in life.This year, the first Christmas that I will not perform in, is going to be the turning point in my life. I am 58 years old, nearly, and never wanted to grow old.Unfortunately, we canīt change that.But it is time for me to become what I am, and not what I want to be.I love my wife as no other, and she is so patient, and kind, and supportive in all that I do.But, it seems that I have never become what my Father wanted me to be, and He has hurt me so bad since my Mum died.Without my Mum to speak to, and make me feel better about myself, it seems so pointless now.The coming years are going to be very hard for us..the tourist business is dying here, and the Local Council are making rules to kill off the Entertainment venues, except for the Hotels.I have skills, but they are not much use for finding a job when you are nearly sixty..you are over the Hill.Any way, who wants to see a Guy of my age performing music that is so out of dateI think I would rather stop now, whilst I still have a bit of dignity. I am going to give my Fiero to the boy whose car got damaged a while back.I have tried to get parts for it, and Electrathon has helped me no end.I had arranged for a friend to go to Ducattimanīs place in Holland, to pick up the panels that he kindly said I could have.He never went.He says he is going to go again on 22nd December, but I canīt get hold of Ducattiman to ask if he still has them.And so, the Fiero dream is going to come to an end, and I guess it kind of hurts: Iīve wanted one since I saw one in Holland 8 years ago.I have had three, and they have only brought me bad luck, and so I am going to cut the dream loose. When you are young , you never think you will end up like all the older people you knew then, but that is not reality.You do, and you will.And I have. I must now throw what energy I have left into trying to spend the rest of my life, and Ellieīs, in a more stable fashion.I must try to sell all my music stuff, but it will be worth very little now, because technology has moved on, and made it worthless. It hurts to admit you have failed,but I am going to accept it as it is, and just go on as best as I can. this might seem strange to you all, having read all the posts I have made since I have been here...I guess I always tried to put on a happy face, but deep inside, the last few months have been too painful, and so I am going to change as much as I am able.No, this is not an "end it all" last letter; I am too much of a coward to do that. I am just so miserable inside, and need to change everything.Hopefully things will get better. Thanks to you all for the fun I have had on PFF since July 2003. will be missing you. fierofetish
------------------ RESPONSIBILITY WILL SOLVE EVERYTHING.USE IT WISELY.
Hey, If you have a mild addiction to a painkiller, and it doesn't have any side-effects, but it helps you to cope with things, does it REALLY help if you stop taking it?
I have found this place does a good job of keeping me semi-sane, and even If I was Fieroless, I'd still probably dwell on here. I feel bad about you personal situation (job, family issues, etc) and there's honestly not a thing I can do for ya, but I DO "feel" for ya. I'm not sure what your talents are, but from this thread alone, it seems you can do house construction-type stuff.Not that you want to be the one DOING the work, but maybe you know of some young guy(s) that you could hire and you could have a small company that does minor remodeling stuff. Just a thought.
I hate the fact that money is such a huge faotr in our lives, but that's not gonna change anytime soon. As for your dad, maybe he is dealing with the loss of his wife badly, or something, As I said, I don't know your situation... As for changing yourself, there is no need to toss your entire identity down the tube...not that you are you stuff, but if you are used to certain things, and you get rid of ALL of them, it's not good. Keep a guitar and amp, and some pedals and stuff, so you can play them when you want. If your Fiero "dream" is smooshed( for now) then maybe you could work on something else for a little while. Or, take a year off from the Fiero Game, and think about what you would like to do during that year. Things have a way of turning out better if you have specific goals you are working towards...
If the car is not in good shape, maybe you should get rid of it, but do so in a way that you won't still pine for it every day - like if you sold it to your neighbor or somethin...
Most importantly, make sure your wife knows what's going on inside your head, and what you would like to do the next year. make plans with her, even if they are dumb. Just keep her clued in to what you are doing. I sure she will be supportave.
Losing your mom is a hard thing...and having your dad being tough is worse. Especially if you feel that "You never became what HE wanted". (I just wonder if he actually says that to you, or if that is just how you feel in yer head)
You are who you are. If he can't deal with that...he needs to come to grips with who his "REAL son" is.
Once again, this tread turned serious. I'll have to post a scanned picture of my buttocks to save this thing...(and to give something for fierofetish to print out and hang on his refrigerator.)
Heh, I love cleaning up old data..Just found an assignment I did for a class, I had to write a political speech that had to be a bit..."tough" on criminals, to the point of it being a bit "too tough"...
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen, I stand before you with my heart on my sleeve, my resolve tempered, and my feet planted firmly on the ground. Unlike my opponent, who has shown time and time again that he is in favor of reduced sentences for repeat offenders, I vow to keep them locked up till they repay society for their transgressions. I vow to be tough on crime. For too long, politicians have stood idly by while criminals took advantage of lax lawmakers poor leadership. Their short-sighted policies will not hold its citizens in a cowering state of fear any longer. When you make me the next governor of this great state, I will carry a torch to light the way to a new dawn - I will stand by my words when I tell you that tonight, I come to shine a blinding light of justice into the dark crevices of the criminal element which has run rampant in our great city. Criminals, your days are numbered. If you commit a crime, we will catch you. If you try to hide, we will find you. We will find you, and with each one of you that we remove from society, we make society safer for everyone.
My pledge to you tonight is to bring about a new level of security, which will help to restore an era many of our older voters may reminisce over: a time when mothers didnt have to worry about their children playing outside in the streets. An era where an elderly woman may once again take the arm of a stranger, offered to help her cross the s. She no longer will be afraid that he is trying to help himself to her purse. My battle cry will be Two prisoners in every cell, and plenty of room for all those who feel the need to break the law . If you decide to turn to the dark occupation of crime, well welcome you with new accommodations. a nine-by-nine cell. Well even provide you with clothes, one color fits all, and a bunkmate, whom we are sure youll grow to love.
And we get to keep the keys.
In the past, legislators have tried getting tough on crime. Tonight, I tell you, I am throwing down my gloves! I am developing a new prison expansion program which will alleviate the present conditions of overcrowding found in many prisons today. While expanding our prisons, I will also oversee programs to aimed at expanding our school system, including the support staff, to help keep our children from earning a degree in crime. I am here tonight not to tell you that crime doesnt pay, but rather, if you commit a crime, YOU WILL PAY. This will become more evident when I become your next Governor. I will make bold strides into the future, while calling upon the wisdom of the past. Twenty years ago, Governor Mckibben took the steps necessary to convert Fieroville into a pristine paradise. I want that small town to be the symbol of what can be done with the right legislation and a strong anti-crime policy. I will continue improving upon the solid leadership of Archie Karshoppe, Rodney Dickman, and Clifford Pennock. By redefining a stockade approach to criminals, we can bolster the view that committing a crime is a shameful act. No longer will prisoners feel proud of their nefarious deeds or boast of their negative lifestyles. I will initiate a new program called C.R.E.E.P. Criminal Reform Entails Every Person - where the community holds all its members up to an ideal. An ideal which made America great and still rings true today. C.R.E.E.P. will be backed up by the FORK initiative, a dual pronged approach to prisoner treatment. It would provide aid for prisoners who wish to reform so that they may get the help and support they need, to chance at an education, an attempt at a better life, while making sure that those who do not wish to live in a society defined by ruled, they will live in a society defined by iron bars
I took a pic of the piece of pizza I had sitting on my desk the day this thread started..and I vowed not to throw it out until it had died away...anyone wanna see what it looks like NOW?!?!?!? (maybe I'll stick it in one of my "boxes o' crap"...MUHWAHAHAHAH)
You are truly a strange person man, very strange. I wanna see what it looks like! will there be a contest for it?
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Posts: 5436 From: Pittsburgh PA Registered: Jun 2003
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FieroRumor, I have read your reply many times in the last few days, and have gained some comfort from it. I guess that depression comes in cycles, and this time I was not prepared for it, and I let it get under my skin. I chose to post my feelings in this thread, because I know only a few of us read it now, and those people are my kind of people!! Anyway, the fuel pump, steering joint and bonnet prop have just arrived, as I am typing this, so now I feel a bit happier.The gales we have been having for the last week have died down, and I have just refilled my Fiero for the 10 th time, and it seems to be not disappearing (the coolant, not the car!!)..but that is being optimistic!! One thing at a time..So. to those of you that read my last post, thanks for not hitting on this whimp!!, and I am trying to beat the blues...oh great!! Just found my new DVD of Dr.Hook is also in the post, so ...I think I am back..no, not Iīm Back, just me back.. thanks fierofetish
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Awwww. You even chose the page that was dedicated to me as your backdrop. How sweet You quickly approaching 10000 posts there Rumor. You better slow down.
Kris
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Posts: 5436 From: Pittsburgh PA Registered: Jun 2003
Awwww. You even chose the page that was dedicated to me as your backdrop. How sweet You quickly approaching 10000 posts there Rumor. You better slow down.
Kris
I know, I only paid for 9,421 posts here. Then, , I hafta sell my Fiero, buy a Yugo, and join www.Yugoforum.com as YugoRumor.